Sunday, 30 March 2014

assalamualaikum

malam neh tergerak hati nk menulis something psal dri aku..sejak akhr2 neh mcm byk sgt bnda jdi kt aku.....senang cte mcm neh la..ak de baek ngn sorg neh....sama2 dri arau...n sama2 cntinue study dkt shah alam....alhamdulillah rezeki dpt smbung study..rsanyaa sthun lbh ak knl dia...so 1st tyme jmpa msa thn lps...actually time tuh just biasaa2.....ktorg bek mcm biasaaa pda awlnyee..tbe2 ditgh2 ktorg jdi x rpat n i dont know y.mgkin busy..mgkin ake ade wat slh kt mna2.....skrg ktorg dh ok blik mcm biasa..mla2 bek blik tuh  ...ak pon x thu ape bnde y tjdi kt aku.sometime tpkir.tringt.:P..but tiap kli pgi kls msti ak tercari2 klibat dia..mna thu kot2 terserempak ke kn...so tyme tuh klu nmpk WAHHH.. excitednyaa ..sgt2 kot..haahha..gewdix dah aku ase....so ckit byk ak dpt thu kls die kt mnaa..hafal siappp....saiko pon ade ak ase...hakhakhak..blh kte stiap hri ak bhrap agr teserempak ngn dia kt fac.kihkih...mka x mlu....msa cti sem bru neh pon still msj mcm biasaa...n im so suprised bla dia ckp dia bought me something on my besday...ya allah gmbiranyaaaa.mcm nk lompat2 je tyme tuh..ok!!behave farah behave!!.x sabar nk jmpa nek cti....hri pertama jejak kaki kt shah alam dia dtg jmput kt stesen bus.....thnkkkkks sudi jmput..terharu sbnrnye..then pgi mkn......tyme tuh ak ase happy sgt..jejak je kaki org pertama jmpa adalah dia.did i like him??.tp ak pndam kn je....risau if ak btpuk sblh tgn..yelah dh ak tua sthun.ishh..pape je.lets continue the story...then trun kl mgu tuh n aku blnja dia sepasang kasut futsal..hope dia ingt aku bla dia men futsal..ceewahhh.haha.jgn dia ingt muka aku tyme nk sepak bola tuh dhla..haha....ktorg slalu jgk spent msa pgi beli buku...seksyen 7..tgk dia maen futsal.....ak ase bangga sbb dia sgt hbt dlm game..hip2 hoorey..nk jdi cte 1 mlm tuh gading ajk aku mkn di medan..after hntar anis msuk kolej remptla g medan..ak thu dia slalu mkn ctu tp x jngka die n bdk rmah dia mkn jgk kt ctu.....yaallah tyme tuh aku ase mcm nk gugur jntung.dh mula start ase x selesa...sluruh bdn aku mggeletar bla tgk dieee...ak mnt die..tbe2 die tgk aku mkn dgn someone y pnh hdir dlm dri ni.....blik dri mkn i got msj from him...sperti ak jangka he wished me hope happy with the guy...that time ak ase down nk mmposss.sob2.mnyesal ak pgi mkn.sedihnye time tuhhh...ak pnyelaa tunjuk slama neh ak mnt diaa..ketepikan smua ego ak.haha..benda neh sgt memalukan...tp dia mcm ignored...ak geram gilaa ak pon trus trg ape ade kt hti aku....yes!!thats true....cma ktrg x blh wt pape..ak tersepit dtgh2....tp ak puas hti atleast ak dh ckp smua y tbuku kt hti aku..tp x thu sejauh mna ktrg.ak x btol2 mngenali hti die..dri die sbnar......ak x letak harapan pape....just doakan y terbaik utk dri diaaa .hopefully.......aminnn.....

thats all for tonightt

Tuesday, 18 March 2014

HOPE

dont give me hope unless you really like me....knapa..knapa..knpaa....sometimes u treat me nicely.....i don't know weather u really mean it or not...maybe just a friend. confius with it...awk slalu beri harapan kpda sya..smpai kdg kala sy terlebh anggap pon ade jgk....im happy standing besides u...u r happy person n always make me smile n laugh...while thinking of u....i will smile...hihi ..kte slalu spent time together.byk sy kongsi mslh..cerita....apa y ade dlm hati awk..pmikiran awk....apa y awk anggap psal sya....stress kdg2 bla pkir...rsa mcm tgh maen tarik tali..sukaa ek..x ske kee....please let me know....supaya sya x slh fhm...karang jadi perigi cri timba..cara awk wt sy pkir laen..sedihhhhh....mcm mne nk buat awk ckp ehh....hint dh bg...tp awk mcm x perasan plak...hmmm...xpelaaa..