Thursday 9 June 2016

manusia

manusia hanya thu menilai dari pandangan luaran shaja...mungkin kita yang terlalu show off...atau pon sebaliknyaaa..menilai sesuatu tanpa mngetahui kebenaran itu kadangkala menyakitkan hati...why??why people easily make a judgement...without know the reality of my life...why people keep bothering everything i do...i'm not an actor,,,i just want to be happy....continue my life without any problem..peoples often make mistakes... so do i....n now i challenge my self to go through my life without any mistakes..

everything i do i need to concern people around....should i????they ignore when i got a problem...even a small problem..n now they care more about me...WTF...just too annoying....why people just keep negative....only a picture that i upload in instgram..more judgement actually..who they are??they don now what going on actually between me and daus....as a frens they should give me some strength...hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Tuesday 7 June 2016

plan yang tak menjadi

last day i planned to gave him some surprised.....i did my job quickly n back home early....i was so happy. i'll stark cooking....i know i don have enough time...i need 15 minutes more to finish my job...at 7.05 pm, he called me and asked me to buy some bread...we had 15 minutes....i feel so sad because my planned was crush...like a glass when it crush..upset..down....yup perhaps...we had some arguing on meeting... hmmm..my fault actually....we planned to have dinner outside..since in morning...i broke a promised.....he should get mad on me..;(....so k...bcoz of my my fault..i accept what he say to me..i was cry in prayer hall....huhuhuhuhu.....pity on me...like a childish..farahh..farah....


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Friday 3 June 2016

 

suspicious person......


why??? insan yang tak terduga perangai nyaa..insan yang penuh misteri...insan yang yang seringkali penuh dengan suprise,,,,hihihi.....thats my man..the only one...setiap hari penuh dgn bnda2 yang tak diduga...pnuh dengan plbagai kejutan...perangai ..gerak geri yang sukar dijangka...terima kasih berjaya ketuk hati ini...terima kasih mengajar erti setia...respect....rsanyaa ini kli pertama rsaa diri btol2 dijagaa...wlpun terdapt skit perbezaan umor...tp kematangan dia berjaya mngubah skit demi skit perangai aku... hehehe.....tqs love.....

pasang surut dalam hubungan biasalah..adat bercinta..tak selalunyaa manis..kadangkala berbalah jugak..tp alhamdulillah dapat hadapi..wlpon kdg kala ase tergugat jga dri ini bila ayat "hg xmau blh blah" meniti di bibir nyaa....hpefully hanya sekadar meniti di bibir ..bkn dari hati...

the flash??why?? seorg yang sngt komited dalam pehubungan...always punctual...kdgkala lmbat jgk..tp blh dibilang dgn jari..y len smua nya cpt....ontime...sometimes rushing smpai x sempat nk makeup...nk melawa...huhu....im so sorry syg....

br beberapa bln perkenalan dtg sedikit dugaan yang ingin menghancurkan....knpa???knpa manusia tak senang melihat kbhgiaan yang ingin aku kecapi..knpa mereka persoalkan hubngan sy dgn awk...sorg2 bertnyaa...nmpk mcm slah dtgnya dri syaa...sbb tglkn insan lma..mybe kita sedang diuji...biar sy ngn awk je thu knpa....mls nk explain lg....biar mereka nmpakk slah dan punca dri sya...sbb mereka tak thu insan y mereka agungkn ckp baek tu tuh pnuh pura....

hopefully kita kuat mnghapi dugaan2 yang akn dtg....aminnn....for you....i love you so much.....xthu nk gmbarkan mcm mna persaan ini...y penting awk thuu sy sgt hargai kehadiran awk disisi syaa.... i love u abang.....


SAHABAT

siapa sahabat?siapa kawan??siapa rakan??sound like same..but those words have different meaning to me....hari berganti hari baru kite sedar siapa sebenarnyaa yang boleh dipanggil kawan..yang boleh dipanggil sahabat.hanya segelintir shaja yang benar2 menjadi sahabat,,,bila berada ditahap sekrang kadang2 tersedar org dianggap sahabat tuhla yang sedikit banyak tikam kite dri blkg ckit demi ckit..

hati??hati ini dah terlalu terlukaa..terlalu sakit sampai tak terluah dengan kata2....kadang rasa tak mampu hadapi..tp tpaksa hadapi jgkk....:')..rasanya dari skolah mengah smpai sekarang msalah kawan x penah settle....sebab terlalu baik ke??smpaikan org senang sngt nk pijak2...nk gunakan..bnde tuh kadang sedar tp tak mampu utk berbuat ape...hanya mampu biarkan hati ini trus disakiti dalam diam....sakit bercintaa pon xde lah mcm nehh....rsa mampu handle....sakit berkawan....??boleh hilang kwn trus rsanyaaa...

bila skrg skli lg terkenaa rsa marah  tu membuak2..tp still x mampu buat ape jgkk..haishhhh...farahhh..farah...hati tak sador lgi...slalu terpikir kanapa dengan kawan tak mampu melawan...tp dengn someone special kita mampu....hmmmm...persoalan yang menjadi tanda tanya shingga skrg....should change this attitude......